Monday, October 18, 2010

Honorificabilitudinitatibus

...you know, they cut that line out of the play.

So yeah, another post. The play ended... on a fairly good note, I'd say. People really seemed to like it, at least according to what I've heard. I got nothing but good comments, and apparently there are people who thought I was one of the community players and not a student. Some say I was better than the seniors! SUCCESS.

This Friday, Central's new president is being inaugurated. I got invited to sit in the VIP section for my accomplishments as a 'student organization leader'... whatever that means. I never thought I was one. Personally, my belief is that Putnam liked my play performance so much he said "Get me Wilkins! IN A SUIT!"

That is my belief and I am sticking to it.

Midterms are done and over, fall break just ended, I haven't got nearly as many obligations now, and generally things seem to be looking up for ol' Troy. Also, we rearranged our room. Now I have a Troy-Cave. And also completely randomly, Team Fortress 2 is going fantastically as well. I'm getting good at this game, especially as the Pyro and Sniper. Ironically, my highest one-life point record is with the Spy, but that's because somebody used an exploit to build dozens of sentries and I sapped as many as I could. Fun, yes, until the server crashed.

You may ask how things are going with the girl I discussed last time. It's good... I think? I don't have enough experience to judge these kinds of things. I hope they're going well, at least. I'm trying my best, but I constantly worry of screwing things up like I have with others. I'm not going to let than on to anyone else, but it's a genuine fear. Look, I've earned my turn, okay? I deserve happiness too, moreso than a lot of people do. People may say "the universe doesn't owe you anything," but I will MAKE it repay me if I have to.

I can actually believe I can do that now. That's the kind of person I've become...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Oh look, another update

So the play's first performance was last night. With one tonight, that makes it two down, two to go. Here's hoping for some free time soon!

Saturday class meets for the last time this week. Thankful for that one, I am.

Beat the main DQIX storyline, but haven't played much after due to actually prioritizing and all that jazz. Amazing, I know, but I still have much to do in the next 24 hours or so...

Life has been... good as of late. Yeah, I think it has.

I'm glad I met her that day.

Just being around her makes me happy...

You showed up one day just when I needed someone like you, and you make my life so much better. That's the only way I can really put it, so thanks. You're the best thing that's happened to me in a long, long time, and I hope it stays that way.


(if you're gonna dig, dig for the heavens! I won't stop! once I've dug through, it means that I've won!)