Monday, June 7, 2010

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero

I think I put it best when I said that life has been kicking my butt recently. Which it has been. I fell into a pretty bad funk yesterday. Next time I go in, I'm asking about changing my meds, because right now what I'm taking isn't helping... I seem to fall in and out of bad moods. Sometimes I get horribly depressed, like yesterday, and sometimes I feel like I've whipped myself up into a rage somehow. When I listen to music it can help, but my iPod has a tendency to die quickly or do other things that tick me off.

I haven't drawn anything in a long time. Tomorrow, I want to do something comic-related. Maybe that would help. It certainly used to, and I should have no short supply of ideas after the mood I've been in. Odd how pain helps creativity. Which reminds me, "Vincent and the Doctor" made me cry. That's two episodes in a row now. I'm hoping the next one is happier. Not to say the last two weren't, I would just like a more laugh-inducing story.

Chrono Trigger is still going well. I do not regret buying it at all. However, I am getting ticked off at not being able to find the blasted collectible LEGO minifigures anywhere. Seriously, even Toys R Us does not have them. If you can't trust TRU, who can you trust? And I don't want to buy them online, either. Then I risk getting five crash test dummies or something.

Maybe it's just me, but it feels like something's missing in my life. Okay, yes, there is one obvious answer, but it feels like... something else should be there as well, and heck if I know what it is. Maybe it is chocolate. Chocolate is good.

Do or die, you'll never make me, because the world will never take my heart, though you try, you'll never break me...

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