Today I became a little more familiar with the concept of the Japanese "harem manga," which is a style rather unique to that imaginative country... basically, a regular, usually kinda nerdy guy (much like myself) gets found attractive by a huge number of beautiful girls who all fight each other over who gets him, even if he's only interested in one or none of them.
*sigh* Sometimes Japan makes me hate my life. I wish mine were like that...
Oh, and the one I read a bit of to get an idea of what it's like? Yeah, it's got a bunch of monster girls after a human dude. And not the freaky kinds of monsters, either. Like the actual human-ish ones. Vampire? Check. Ice maiden? Check. A freakin' succubus? ...check.
*sob*
I had my phone off for a few days. Nobody even texted. This does not surprise me in the slightest. Oh well.
I don't like being alone, but I know I'm going to have to be whether I want to or not. Learning to accept that is the hard part. It's not fair when you have a lot of love in your heart but usually have to hide it because it always gets rejected...
Can you tell I'm not feeling that great? Yeah. Oh, and I've no idea if you're reading this, but seriously, don't talk to me out of the blue at one grad party and give a flirty wave to me at the other, then completely ignore me the next day and not invite me to your own party. It confuses me. And makes my self-esteem hurt. Some people don't like playing mind games. Especially with someone they figured they had lost any possible chance with during their final year of high school, partially being one of the things sending them into the deepest depression they'd ever been in, finally requiring them to go into therapy and take medication.
That sentence got out of hand. Sorry. But you get my point.
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