Wow. Having all this free time... really sucks. Everyone else is busy right now, so I'm pretty much alone at the moment.
*sigh* Things do tend to go this way. And of course once I get out of here Thursday everyone will probably forget about me. As they should, I guess. I'm feeling a bit down today. Just a little.
When I'm home for the summer, I'm free from any obligations, but... I won't see or hear from anyone for three months, most likely. And I'll be lonelier than usual then. Everyone goes off and does things with their better friends, and I get left behind. Maybe people will talk to me over the summer. Of course there's a certain girl I'd like to talk to, but I have a feeling that will go badly. Or not work.
Emotions really need an off switch. They get in the way more often than not.
Last improv show of the year was tonight... it was OK, I guess. I'm starting to feel like I'm not doing as well as I should. I have a recurring feeling of being a failure lately. Let's see, I've hardly got any friends, girls don't like me, and I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Yeah, I'm kind of a loser.
...I need a hug.
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