Captain's log, stardate 3.1415926535....

It's Thursday. Finally. Got one of my papers done today, the big one. Well, it didn't have to be huge but it was suggested that more effort would get a better grade... so I wrote eight pages. I have a much easier four-page paper that's due tomorrow but I'm trying to put it off since I dislike working this much.

Have decided to add Arcanine to my SoulSilver team, which shall require some trading of eggs or something to that effect. My final choice is down to either Ambipom or Yanmega- so a purple monkey or a giant dragonfly. Kind of a toss-up, I'm leaning somewhat toward the monkey.

Spent most of the day in the theatre today. It was mostly a blah kind of day. Didn't see a whole lot of other people though, either they were all busy or they didn't want to talk to me, or something. Hopefully tomorrow's business will keep me occupied so I don't get all melancholy. It is the last day before break, after all.

While I'm thinking of it, thanks to the couple of you who replied over the last week or so. Sorry I didn't reply directly. Things have been... difficult, as you may have imagined.

Talked to her, just a tiny little bit today. Glad for that much, at least. She doesn't hate me, at least I don't think she does... still holding on to hope. There's just something about her that makes me feel so much of everything, of things I don't even have words for, and I look at her and she's just amazingly beautiful and... I don't know, really. I can't explain it, which bothers me since normally I have more of a vocabulary than most. Hopefully I will figure this out sooner or later. I should try to talk to one of my friends about this, perhaps they will understand? I don't want to lose her due to my own incompetence in this area... I have to show her the good in me, get her to see the things other people seem to see. I just need help on the "how" part of the equation.

Maybe if I put as much effort into schoolwork as I did this blog I'd be done with this assignment by now...