Turn around, bright eyes

I don't have much to say today.

Blarg.

I feel sad right now. I don't think it's easy to make people understand why. People haven't lived my life. I've been totally alone before, and they don't understand how it colors how you view the world, when you can see just how little you're really wanted or appreciated.

I hate being alone. But I don't know a whole lot else. I'd like to know what love and friendship are like. They sound like nice things.

Some days I wish there were an operation to remove the parts of my brain that feel emotion.

Maybe I'll feel better in the morning.

EDIT: OK. Bit better now. Still not sure what to expect for the future.