Don't call us, we'll call you... from space!
Anyway, I think I have had an epiphany. I was in the shower, and got to thinking... what's really that bad about me? I mean, really, is there something not to like? Because I was there, in the shower, looking at the water drip off my hands and I realized I've been down on myself for so long, thinking I wasn't good enough... what about me isn't good enough?
I'm clever.
I'm funny.
I'm smart.
I'm a morally strong and kind person.
I respect women for more than their physical attributes.
I'm pretty darned good at acting and improv. And a lot of other things I haven't yet thought of.
So what about me wasn't good enough? What did I think was wrong with me? If I looked, I couldn't find anything! Maybe all these years I've been thinking something was wrong with me when maybe there was something wrong with the people who put me down in the first place! Maybe, just maybe, I'm a pretty cool guy after all.
It's time I finally pushed back. There's nothing that can stop me other than myself- I've been my own worst obstacle all this time. Why I've suddenly gotten it here and now, I don't know why, or how... but I do know that I am going to fight against this, against all these years of self-doubt, depression, and feelings of inadequacy...
AND I'M GONNA WIN!!!
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You're active and engaged in the world -- I'd just like to point out that not many sociopaths and general asshole-types get involved at their school in all sorts of sociable activities such as acting and have moments of deep introspection where they consider themselves or the way they treat others. :)
ReplyDeleteWhat I really mean to say is, Charles Manson probably didn't perform in a musical, and if he did?
Well, let's just say the only Manson left to be afraid of has a woman's name. Just a thought.
It's good to see things like this, especially in light of the last few weeks or so, it seems. The coolest person in your world should be you. Once you believe it, other people will too.
You've got a big heart and a lot of potential, I think you'll be just fine. :)
Thats the way to think. Take it from a girl, you are an AMAZING guy [and I love watching you act =3 especially in maytag where I really get to see YOU] and the only thing thats wrong with you is that you take the negative things that people say to heart when they ARENT true.
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