Today things fell apart a bit, unfortunately...
Improv show... I don't feel it went that well. I think I kinda did poorly this time around... mostly 'cause I really just wanted that one person to laugh and I didn't really hear her. Am I that unfunny or was I just not paying enough attention? She said "good job" to me as I was leaving but I think one of her friends told her to say that to me.
If this doesn't work out with her I think I may just give up on interpersonal relationships altogether. I don't know if I really want to deal with this kind of emotional conflict anymore. But on the other hand, I really want to keep trying. What's wrong with me all of a sudden? Please don't let this feeling stay too long. It always strikes at the least helpful times...
No. Not here. Not now.
Not giving up. Not yet.
In happier news, almost have my SoulSilver team worked out (mostly without that poll, very few people voted, unfortunately). So far it's Feraligatr/Farfetch'd/Hitmonchan/Sunflora. Yes, Sunflora. I'm going to take the evolved form of the weakest Pokemon in the game and try to make it work. I could use the challenge. Too bad I probably won't get SoulSilver for a while.
Still need to get those last two figured out. Hmm... what could I use...
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Don't let one setback derail your newfound confidence! If she doesn't notice you, then someone more worthy will. I know it doesn't seem like it right now, but someone *will* care for you exactly as you are. It sounds like an empty promise but it's all about hope (for you, and for me too). Don't give up!
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