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So. Watched a bit of Twilight's Rifftrax today. Very funny, I must say, and wish I had had it when I was forced to watch it that one time...

My week of self-impose (semi-)exile is just about up. Tomorrow I have to be in at 8:00 am to get ready, so I will make this quick. I did this week of taking myself back from other things in order to stop myself from going mad over the situation I've been in, as I have mentioned before. Now that my head is back in the right place, I've taken the time to reflect on what I was doing wrong, and in fact whether I still want to pursue this girl.

And...

Positively, absolutely, beyond a doubt, I'm still going after her. Even if it's a slow process that takes more than a year, I'm still going to try. Sorry, anonymous person who's been texting me, I know you'll be disappointed, but I have to go after what I want and do things right for once. I need to see this through to the end and that's a fact.

You see, this week, more than ever, I believed in the me that believes in myself. And I know that if I'm patient and do things right, I can win her over. It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself, like I'm not good enough for her... 'cause I am. I'm pretty awesome, frankly. She may be pretty amazing, but so am I. When they talk of a man who has looked into the pit of utter despair and come back alive... when they tell you about the man who bears life's pain yet has compassion and warmth for those lower than him... when they talk about the confident yet humble joker with boiling blood and those really cool glasses...

THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT ME! THE MIGHTY KAMINA!

Er.

I mean... Troy. Troy Wilkins.

I could make shades like Kamina's if I wanted. Totally.

Look, the point is, I feel fantastic about life and myself and I am going to keep going for what I want.

Which reminds me, my application checklist for study abroad is now complete! It's all down to the judging now, but I KNOW I'll get in. London awaits!