So I've decided to recharge on awesomeness and self-esteem by watching some Gurren Lagann, which I really ought to do more often.
Today was a better day. I suppose I'm starting to heal a bit, and perhaps developing more hope for the future. Somebody has been sending me quite nice anonymous texts, I call them my stalker even though they haven't said anything strange or creepy in the slightest. They've just said rather kind things. And I appreciate it, though I wish they'd give me at least a clue as to who the heck they are...
So you know that friend that said she thought I didn't have a chance? It's because the girl just doesn't think of me that way- just as a friend right now. So yeah, it has nothing to do with me personally. Of course she doesn't think of me like that, she's going after a guy who's going to hurt her! She likes someone else and doesn't know WHAT she wants!
But this means things can change in the future. So like I said, just be her friend for now. That's the best I can do. (I mean jeez, you had me worried there, thought there was some horrible thing I'd overlooked, but you told me the obvious. C'mon now.)
I need to learn to be more confident, though. I... could use some help with that. People tell me I should be but they can't/won't tell me how. Thanks, guys. Thanks a lot.
Hmm... I still have part of a paper to write. I'm glad this week's almost over, it's been rough but we're through the worst of it now. I just have to... I dunno. I suppose things build up and we don't let them out in the best ways.
Improv show Saturday afternoon, and my parents will hopefully get to see it for once. I'm quite psyched to have them see me perform. Hopefully it will be a good performance...
My iPod has been dead for a few days. Nothing wrong with it, just forgot to recharge. Heh. My mistake. I think I will make a playlist of awesome music and play it all the time to keep my spirits up.
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