Title? What title?

It has been a long, long day. Yeah...

Worked on my study abroad application only to realize I'm applying for spring 2010. Which is RIGHT NOW. Ugh. I sent an email asking if it can be changed or if I have to start over, but... haven't gotten a reply back as of this writing. Perhaps I can't even do it now...

So, other things going on. Um...

She knows. Unfortunately. I talked to one of her other friends and... yeah. At least she thinks of me as a good friend, but this other friend said she thinks I don't have much of a chance. Which got me horrifically depressed, as it does. I talked to my other friends about it. They... well, sorry guys, but you didn't really help much. I asked whether or not I should just give up. They didn't really give a clear answer. I know that I don't want to give up, though, and they said they'd support me in that.

So here I'm sitting in a friend's room typing this since everyone's tired. I'm hardly even here anyway. I just feel very old and tired right now.

This year needs to end soon.